My weight is becomming a problem. I am at a stage where my belt has expanded, my clothes are tighter and I have a general feeling of unhealthiness that has come over me. I am too afraid to stand on the scale because I know it's going to be a big number.
I am definitely eating the wrong foods. I'm spending too much time eating supermarket crap. I am still walking regularly but with less od the oomph that comes so naturally when I am in the zone and I will also allow excuses to creep in and not walk. I didn't walk yesterday because it was too humid. I walked today but had to really push myself out of the house.
This is not he heaviest I've ever been, not by a long shot. Do not let that detract from the fact that I am very disappointed int the way I look and feel right now. I've looked for motivation and even posted here but having issues pulling that trigger and going into full focus.
I'm by no means giving up - I cannot let myself get any bigger.
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